Trouble Sleeping Again III

I have joy and I have pain,
with rain follows sunshine,
leads to disdain,
sinking into the self,
life melts over hearts,
new starts begin again.

Give more to receive more,
without thoughts of what is in store.

Lessons learned and stories unturned,
to see urns filled and burned,
people believe and love to deceive,
quintessential hues of every color but blue,
fade to grey and forget to play,
blend and spin to friends' chagrin,
leaving them lost to begin again,

more rapidly,

learning of life, themselves, and all that is contained,
exploding again, tickling the brain,
feeling, before longing, experiencing glee,
on the flip side is it a he or a she?

3/1/08 -- Saigon hotel room